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Friday, July 1, 2011

[ FAN FIC : WHEN I LOOK AT HIM ]

When I look at him, my heart says, “Don’t ever let him go” but, at that moment, I know, I shouldn’t be this away, I should let him go, but I was so afraid, because he’s apart of me, once he’s gone my life is fell apart . Few years later, I’m all alone, in this world. I wasn’t like this before. Before this happen, I was the happiest girl you ever met. Everyone wants to be me.  I have everything I want, I have him by my side and I have my family and good friends who always there for me. But, everything turns upside down in just a blink of an eye in a single day.

[ FAN FIC : WHEN I SAY, LETS BREAK UP]

Seungri says, “Please, think again about what are u doing now! Are u sure, we’ll be fine if u decide doing this? Are u sure? Because I’m not, I’m not letting you go. I won’t!” he grabs my hand, looking straight to my face and crying. I said “Please, don’t make it hard for me! We are not belong for each other! You and I are both from different world!” then he shakes his head, and say “NO, no we don’t! We love each other! That’s way more important! We can make this works!” then I turn away from his sad face, and say “it’s too late. I already found somebody to replace your place!” he goes, “WHAT???!” I said, “Yeah, and next week we are going to get married in US. And there’s nothing u can do to make me come back. Between us is over!” then he lets go of my hand, and say “Really? that’s how it goes huh? Then he gave me cold stare, and say “Fine, good bye then. I hope you’ll be happy with him. Because I know, u won’t be happy, because I have your heart with me and I won’t give it back!” then he walks away. I stand there alone watching him walking away from me, my knee got weak and I sit there for hours crying for him and for our love.