[ FAN FIC : WHEN I SAY, LETS BREAK UP]

Seungri says, “Please, think again about what are u doing now! Are u sure, we’ll be fine if u decide doing this? Are u sure? Because I’m not, I’m not letting you go. I won’t!” he grabs my hand, looking straight to my face and crying. I said “Please, don’t make it hard for me! We are not belong for each other! You and I are both from different world!” then he shakes his head, and say “NO, no we don’t! We love each other! That’s way more important! We can make this works!” then I turn away from his sad face, and say “it’s too late. I already found somebody to replace your place!” he goes, “WHAT???!” I said, “Yeah, and next week we are going to get married in US. And there’s nothing u can do to make me come back. Between us is over!” then he lets go of my hand, and say “Really? that’s how it goes huh? Then he gave me cold stare, and say “Fine, good bye then. I hope you’ll be happy with him. Because I know, u won’t be happy, because I have your heart with me and I won’t give it back!” then he walks away. I stand there alone watching him walking away from me, my knee got weak and I sit there for hours crying for him and for our love.

Then, she comes from behind and say, “Good work, you can be actress if u keep that acting going.” She smiles. I said, “I did what u told me to do, so just leave my brother alone, he’s innocent and I know u knew that.” I begged at her. Then she said with cold “yeah, I released your brother from jail this morning, and let me say this clear. LEAVE SEUNGRI ALONE AFTER THIS, OR I WILL CALL MY LAWYER AGAIN AND HAVE YOUR BROTHER GET BACK INTO JAIL” I said, while looking down and crying, “yes, I’ll do whatever u say.” Then she puts two plane tickets to US in front me, and say “Leave this country, today and don’t ever try to tell Seungri bout the truth or you’ll regret for the rest of your life.”

Then she went away, with luxury car and driver. I sit there continue crying, hitting my chest countless times.  Then I got phone call from my brother, he goes “I’m free sis! Can u pick me now?” I wipe my tears and hide my sadness, and said “I’ll be there in 10 minutes”.

After 5 years, my brother and I come back to our hometown with fresh new look and got good carrier along with us. The moment I step outside, I inhale the air that I miss for 5 years, and say, “I’m back” Ever since, I leave this country with my brother in a hurry, we worked hard in US. We worked night and day, tried to make our lives to a better standards. And thank to GOD, now, my bro and I own a restaurant that recognizes by world wide, and now we are going to open new branch at our home town. When we go to the place we used to hang out, my bro and I keep smiling and say, “Let’s do this!” When we look 5 years back, we really were nothing in people’s eyes and we were really poor then, that everything we do, people always took advantage of us. Include that day, it was a day, that haunted my brother and I. it was raining, and my brother were riding his bike, suddenly, he saw a man steals a woman’s purse. So, he went chasing the guy to retrieve back the woman’s purse, but, his plan got back fired, when he got accused for stealing, in those time, stealing is considered really serious and people could end up, being in jail for few years just because of stealing! When I came to police station to bail him out and try to settle things out, I met that woman; turns out she was Seungri’s first girlfriend! Once she knew that it was my bother that got wrongly accused, she goes twisted her story and made my brother look like a crook. When I went begged for her, she gave an offer that I couldn’t refuse. So I did her request and it cause me to lose my first love; Seungri .

My brother knew what I had to do to bail him out, so he always makes me happy and forget about the past. He tried to pair up me with his friends, but I always turn him down and focus on our business. One day, while we busy on load our furniture into our new home, I saw a group of fans screaming in front of fancy building that just opposite our new house. When I watch what the fans are all about, they holding a BIG BANG banner in their hands, I was like shocked! Then, a guy coming out from the building, wearing black trench coat with black glasses looking his phone while waving hands to his fans, accompany by a tall beautiful woman wearing a pink dress looking flawless while holding that guy’s hand. When I look closer, at those couple, I was shock what my eyes just see, it was Seungri with that woman that make my brother locked up in jail! As soon I see that, I quickly tell my brother, that I want to move. But, my brother turns down, my request because we already pay full for our house and there is no other house that has good price like this. So, from that day, I always have this feeling in my heart that tells me, something bad is going to happen, but I don’t know what it is. So, everyday, whenever, I go out in the street to shop or to have fun, I wear big sweater with a mask on. Afraid that someone will recognize me if I go like I always did, after all 5 years ago, everyone in YG family know me too well. So, my brother and I have to be extra careful when we went out.

After a month, we moved. I decide to relax with some shopping, since summer is coming up and I need new clothes. That day, is too hot too wear a sweater, so, I just wear my long white tank top with flowers print with short skirts and heels with big hat covers my eyes and my face. From a store to a next store, I go, and buy all the things I desire. When I think to my self that I buy too much, so, I go to a café to have rest and have a cooling drink with slices of cake. I take off my hat, because in café there hardly people in it. When I take it off, I see lots of things has changed for the last few years. As I have fun looking at my surrounding, suddenly I hear a fan screaming around café that I’m in. when I take a peek, who are they after now? When I take a look closer, its Seungri! He’s buying a cup of a coffee, and he’s sitting opposite to my table! i was shock when he sits in front me, that I couldn’t move for a sec, when I’m trying to get my hat on, suddenly, I hear a voice calling my name! when I turn, it’s my brother! He calls my nickname so loud, that Seungri look at us. When he looks up, his eyes widen when he sees me and say, Anne? Is that you? Then he goes to my table and go for a hug! When he hugs me, it was short but I miss his touches, which I wish he could hold me longer. When he releases me, I say, “urm hi. I got to go. Bye.” Then I take my brother’s hand and go for a run. When he tries to run after me, his fans block him from doing so. When my brother and I got into car, we go “phew, thank god we got to avoid that” then I hit my brother’s arm and say “it’s all your fault!” he said he’s sorry, and that wouldn’t happen again. at night, I sit at my balcony, staring at dark building in front me, since its 12 o clock, there’s no one in the building I guess. So, I grab my guitar and sings a song, that Seungri made for me when we still a couple back then. When I finish singing it, suddenly I hear a clap, from above, when I look up, I see Seungri looking at me , smiling.


When I see him, I immediately, goes inside my bedroom, and lock it. After few minutes later, I hear a doorbell. I thought it was my brother forgot his key, so I open it, “I say, forgot your keys again brother? Next time, we should add hang necklace with keys on your neck.” I talk to him while not looking his face, and head to my fridge. Suddenly I feel weird when he’s not talking back like he used to, when I turn, it was seungri who comes in! I was careless!


Then, he goes, “So, for all this time u live here? In front our building? When u come back from US? Where is your husband? Why are u living with you brother? And why is you come back again?” before I could say anything, he went straight to my bedroom and touring my house, and goes “I didn’t see any picture of you getting married. Or even a picture of you with your husband” then he takes a photo frame on top my desk, and smiles “you still keep this? Its our first selca together” then he goes to serious look again, and say, “Why are u here again?” then he comes forward to me, touches my skin and say, “don’t tell me , you still love me, after what you done to me 5 years ago.”


Suddenly, my doorbell rings and this time its my brother, when Seungri sees that my brother is drunk, he goes helps me carry him to his bed, once my bro sees his face he goes blurted out, and tell him the truth. Whenever, my brother is drunk, he always confessing stuff, so, this time, he confesses to Seungri and tells him about what happen is not my fault and I’m not married to anyone and I still love him and the real person is behind these things is his current girlfriend. I try to shut my brother’s mouth, but Seungri keep holding me back and wants to hear the whole stories. When Seungri finally, hears the truth, I run out from my house and go to somewhere far with my brother’s car. I drive to near the big bridge and goes to the river side. I come out from the car, and go for a cry, few minutes later. Seungri comes with his own car, he goes to my car, pulls out my key and keep in his coat, since its so cold, he comes to me quickly and wrap me with his blanket and hugs me with his warm body.

He says “I’m so mad at you, right now. You left to US without letting me know, you lied to me about your marriage and I’m so mad that when your brother was in trouble you didn’t come to me to cry for help” he looks at my face looking sad, touches my face with his hands and continues, “What sadden me the most is, I let u go off like that and I believe you stupid lies. I should have known that u weren’t like that.”


Then he leans his forehead against mine and say again “do you know, how much suffer u bring to me? do u know, how much I pray that u would come back to me? do u know how lonely I am, when u weren’t there by my side when I need u the most? DO U KNOW HAVE ANY IDEA, THAT I STILL LOVE YOU AFTER ALL THESE YEARS??” his voices getting higher and higher; mad at me while holding my body like he used to. I start to cry, then, he wipes it off, and kiss both my eyes, and say, “please don’t cry. Baby please don’t, it breaks my heart when I see you crying. I love you, dear.


My love for you never ends and don’t you worry bout that woman, I’ll talk to her and make her suffer for making you one.” I said, “no, please don’t.” then he kisses me again,

He pulls away, and said, “Look, no one can mess my girl okay. If she messes with you that mean she’s asking for her own death. And for your information, I didn’t find any true love since you left, you’re the only I think about, because u stole my heart and my heart that is beating right now, is not mine but yours, remember? Your heart is mine and mine is yours” then I kiss him, and he reply our kiss. Both of us finally got together again after 5 years, and that night is the night that both of us can’t forget. After that night, he keeps coming to our house to see me when he’s free and he always take me into YG building again, to greet everyone and to tell them, we are couple again.


One day, while he was lying at my laps while I read a book, he goes, “ahh, its heaven when I’m being with you. So, honey, when do u think, we can get married? I mean, its been too long, we keep our relationship from public u know! And I’m tired getting ask about my real girlfriend who I can’t tell to anyone yet!” then I smile and said, “Do you love me that much?” then he takes down my book, and pull my hair closer to his face, and go for a soft kiss, he pause, he say “of course” he continues kissing me and say “I love you more than u know” he kiss again, and finish his sentence “and I want marry you and be the mother of our future kids”. When he does that, it feels like heaven is on my side. He wakes up, takes me into his bedroom, start kissing my body, then neck, then lips,then suddenly I see a girl just staring us, from his door. And it was that girl again!


When she goes furious, Seungri handles her like true man and say “IF, YOU EVER LAY A FINGER ON HER, CONSIDER YOUR SELF DEAD! AND IF U THINK U CAN MESS WITH MY GIRL AND HER FAMILY? THINK AGAIN, I CAN MAKE YOUR LIFE 1OOO MORE SUFFER THAN U EVER THINK!”


then the girl starts to cry and goes off just like that. Then Seungri comes to me and kisses me lightly at my hand and say, “You see? If u let me know 5 years ago, things could be whole lot better for ur now, and we could have babies now” he smirk. I laugh and hug him, and say “I’m sorry, ok, I’ll let you know everything from now on” then smiles proudly, he goes “That’s sound so much better” while hugging me, and cares my hair. Since that day, both of us, living our lives as couple. Sure we got problems await us, but when we are in love, those problems always seems to be getting less important because, what is more important is you and him. -THE END-