GD : take away my phone while I was messaging with my sister, he goes, “ya! Are you cheating on me?” he mads. “no! what? Cheating? You gotta be kidding!” his grip on my phone tighter ,say “don’t lie to me!” I yell at him, “no! I didn’t! come on oppa! Don’t be ridiculous! Give my phone back!” he refuse to give it back, say, “you’ve been away from me lately, and been avoiding my eyes for lots of times, is that ridicule for you? Huh, I didn’t believe you at all!” then my phone rings, and he goes , “oh? Private number? I wonder who it is? Maybe your affair perhaps?” in sarcastic tone he throws that word to me, make me feel sick and hurt. After all those years we’ve been through he still didn’t believe me. “then, if you didn’t believe me, just pick up already, if you didn’t believe that much” look away from him, my eyes start to fall off, but, I wipe it off quickly before he realize it. He pick up, “hello?”
“hello? Why aren’t u text back? I still need the details you want for GD’s surprise party! Hello? Sis? Are you there?”
Gd answered it, “no, its GD here.”
“oh? Omg, sorry, I guess you knew bout it already, told my little sister that, I’m sorry, for slipping out the plan, she wish to be secret from you”
Then he breaks off the conversation , hang up the phone, he goes to me, reaching to my shoulder, but I was too hurt by his words that I cry for a while there. He tries to console with sorry, but, I was too hurt by it, that I walk out from the house.
TAE : “Look at me, telling me that you are not lying!” he pull my face, force me look straight at his mad face. “I swear, I didn’t cheat on you” I snarled at him. he lets go of my face, and keep touching his neck, rub it and he still have unsatisfy look at his face. “I saw you with other guy, the other day! How could you do this to me? I thought you were different from any other girls.” His voice start to break off, sounds sad and disappointed. When he says that, an arrow just shot right through my heart, it pains me to see he is in pains, but it kills me more, that he still don’t believe me after all days we spent for each others. Then he say, these word that shatters my heart into pieces, “lets break up, I couldn’t hold on this relationship, if u keep seeing other guy” he won’t face me when he says that. Anger rush through my veins, and my hands automatically slap his face, “how could you say that, without even believing my story. And I thought you were different.” Tears start to fall on my cheeks. He saw it, his fingers try to brush it off, but I wont let him do so. A phone rings, - my phone, and when it rings, Tae quickly answer it with full of jealousy, when the caller id is,
“My LOVE B”
“huh? U put his name is MY LOVE B? how original, and u say, u didn’t cheat on me,”
he said it sarcastically, make me sick when he does that, as if I’m some cheap woman. When he answer the phone, he say nasty things to the person, then person say,
“hello? Hold on, what the fuck are you saying? What girlfriend? Is this Zoe’s phone number? I’m sure this is my little sister’s number.”
Tae’s eye widen when he says, “little sister” he couldn’t believe it at the first time, when he asks it, for second, and confirm it with lots of logic things, like family history and family picture, when he saw it on my desk, in front of him. he goes hang up the phone, and speechless for a few sec. slowly look at me, he walks slowly towards, reach both of his hands to me, try to hold on me, I move backward.
He says, “I’m sorry, i..i.. really..”
“you should listen to me first! But you weren’t!” then I walk away from him, pack my things and walk away from his apartment.
TOP: “what do you think you’re doing?” he mad after seeing me walking out of store, with some guy. He grabs my wrist, squeeze it, and take me away from the store. He leads me to this some strange wide field in the middle of the nearest park.
He goes, “ya! Who is that guy? WHO IS THAT FUCKING GUY???”
I try to explain it to him, that I was with my classmate. But then, when he saw me with another guy, he just cant accept any of my story, he deny of all those things, which hurts me the most. “ya! Is my money is not enough for you, that you already find my replacement, when I’m out of the city for works?” he snarled with his bloody cold eyes, and sharp tongue. He continues,
“haha, I should have believe those reporters, when they say, you just playing with me, and I defend you all the way, because I know, you aren’t like that. But I know, who’s lying to whom now. Huh…! You should be a shame of your self!”
I slap his face- hard, when he says those words, he said without thinking twice and it definitely hurts my pride. I never thought I would be in love with such ignorant guy. Take it off the ring he gave me, when he gave me on our first year anniversary and throw it at his face, say, “huh, take it back. I don’t need it anymore. We are through!” the ring leaves a mark on his left eyebrows, makes it bleed a little bit, then I throw him a shopping bag to him,
“here, I don’t need that too. for your information, that guy you just saw is one of my classmates, and he accompany me to buy you a birthday present. He accompany because I need a man’s opinion on guy’s shoes. And since, you’ve been walking around in expensive clothes, I thought it would be worth it to buy you a branded shoes, with whole of my money that I just save since a year ago. But I guess, I’m so poor. That even you cant believe I can buy this stuff with my own money!”
I throw all out that has been pin down in my chest to him. His expressions changes, looks up to my face, speechless. He tries to say sorry, but it was too late, I said to him,
“I don’t need an ignorant boyfriend thinking only the money that matters.”
I walk away from him, with tears non – stop falling off on my cheeks in that cold – chill day.
DAE: he walks in, into our home after hard working at the set with the rest of BIG BANG members. When he comes home, he saw me, in smudge with flour all over my face on the floor and a guy who is strange to him, on top of me. He goes yell, “ya! Who the hell is he?” he grabs the man’s collar and throw him out of our house. I try to explain to him, that he was the chef I was discussing with him and he’s here to teach me how to bake a cake. But, Dae is so upset to me now, he ignore all of my story. He said with cold tone voice and killer eyes, “don’t fool me around okay! What kind of chef that lie on student’s top body? ON THE FLOOR?” his voce getting higher and higher – which telling me he’s mad crazy now, and I don’t like that sight of him, it scares me the most. I explain to him, that I slip on the floor and he tries to help me getting up, but he got slips to, thus he falls on top of me. I let it all out in front of him. I know that after I tell him the truth, that he would believe me and smiles again. But, somehow, his anger today, is different from any usual day, and he didn’t believe any single details I told him.
“oppa, believe me. I’m not lying here. Please, don’t be mad.” I beg at him.
“I just… I cant handle this right now, its too much for me. These thing have happen before, I don’t know whether I should trust you any longer.”
Lower his head- not facing my face, his voice breaking off – feeling despair and crush.
“oppa! But I didn’t! all of it was misunderstanding! It was an accident!”
I explain to him again, desperately, wanting him to believe me, - his very own girlfriend. He didn’t show any reactions, then, “please, not now. Its pain my heart too, I don’t know what to say now. Its better off, if we just break for a while till I can clear out of my head.” My heart sank the moment he says, “break off” tears fall on my cheeks, I cry at that time, begging, “oppa, please don’t do this. I cant be away from you!” he just silence, and show me the door. “I really, am sorry, I need a moment away from you. Please understand.” I stand after too weak to stand with all water works, in my eyes, I say, “I’m sorry, too. that you cant trust me any longer. I really hope, you believe me, but you didn’t.” I take off my apron, and walk off from his apartment.
*After few minutes, Daesung opens the fridge, feels surprise, seeing a heart shape cake in the fridge with doll of him and his girlfriend kissing, and a few love quote. When he finally realizes ,that he cant live without her, and he should have trust her no matter what, he ran after her all the way till the lobby. But, it was too late for them, the pain in his girlfriend too deep, that when he shout her name and say sorry, his girlfriend won’t budge from where she standing, calling a cab and go away. *
SEUNGRI: I leave my phone on the desk, I go to shower, and at the same time, seungri was there when my phone rings. The caller id is “Sweets” he immediately, picks up and after I come out from shower, he gives me the phone, say, “your SWEETIE is at the line.” Then walk away from me. I immediately take the phone and talk to that guy for hours. When I ended the conversation, I see his face looking annoying and pretty upset. When I lean closer to him, he moves away from the couch and go out for a walk. I try to understand his feelings, so I apologize to him, but he wont listen and walk away. He comes home late at night, I was still awake, waiting for him and want to explain to him. suddenly out f blue, he blurted out, “lets break up.”
“what? Look, why would we? Babe, please let me explain first.” I beg him, my heart is breaking into pieces when he says that. He goes, “look, obviously, you have someone other than me, and I see no point of use keep seeing each other.” His face was sad, his voice breaking off, as if he wants to burst into tears.
“let me explain first!”
“no, after I see the way you talk to him, its different when you talk to me, and the caller id? Its obvious you love him more than me.” He looks away – avoiding from looking my teary eyes.
“babe, that was my..” before I end my sentences he interrupts, “boyfriend? I know, you don’t have to say it no more, just leave me alone. I want to be alone.”
“no, that was my long lost friend. Its been ages since we talk to each other. That’s why, I talk to him like that.”
“don’t lie to me, I cant handle it anymore, please.” His tears start to fall from his eyes, I wipe it off with my finger tips,
“no no, I don’t lie to you, please look at me”
I hold his face, but he jerks away, standing in front me, “its over. I’m going. Tomorrow, I’ll expect you already gone from here.”
When he says that, my heart sank, my knees weak , my chest feel hurt as if, someone been punching it. I cant believe , he says that after all the days we spent together, he should have known better that I’m not that sort of girl. From that moment, I stand by myself, and say, one last word to him,
“his name is KEY SWEETS, since his last name is sweets, me and my friend, gave him SWEETIE as his nickname”
with my weak heart, I said those words, tears falls non stop on my cheeks, I continue, “I thought you would listen to me, just like you promised me, I guess I was wrong, so good bye” I walk away passes him with red face and broken hearted. He chased me after that, apologizing saying that he make a mistake, but I didn’t listen, straight go to lift, and go down, as the door’s lift is closing down, I watch, one good look of his face tormenting as he realize he make a big mistake saying those words to me.
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