It was months ago, but the memories still flashing fresh brushing through my minds whenever, I look at my torn ticket. Before I head to my school, I brush off my hair neatly, and make a long - neat ponytail before I head down and have my breakfast with my parents early in the morning. Before I walk out from my home, I let out a long sigh – praying that the memories would still in my mind and I would have the chance to meet them once again. As I walk to school, the wind breeze through my hair – the cold air shivers through my skins, and there I see, a black familiar van with a familiar bumper sticker. I thought my eyes playing trick on me, so I don’t have the guts to look at it twice, but behind the van there is this person who I really familiar with the shades and the jeans. “Its him!” my heart scream when the breeze brushes through his face, make him turn his face towards me. My heart throbs like mad, when I see him, in flesh just few metres away from me, no fans can stop me from walking towards and no body guards can stop me from taking pictures or even handshake with him. But, my feet can’t move and my heart can’t stop beating when I realise the chance I have to do so.
“does he remembers me? Does he likes to take a picture with normal fan like me? “ all sort of thoughts flying through my mind like a thousands flying jets – flying, non- stop until they receiver an order to stop flying. I look at him again, I can’t stop my hand from reaching to my heart to stop beating like crazy when I meet the person I like the most. Suddenly, an adrenalin rushing through my veins encourage me to walk towards him, before its too late. As I start my first move, suddenly he turns his back talk to his other member – talk and walks away, into the van. Thus, the van moves as he went inside – towards my direction. “ahh! I miss my ultimate chance! I should do it when I have the chance! I’m such a cluts!” I mad to myself. Then I look at my watch, 5 more minutes till the school gate is about to close, I keep up my pace, run towards my school direction.
10.30 am, my friend’s respond to my story, say, “dummy! You should take a picture with him!”
“I know I know! God, he was so .. omg ! HOT!” the other giggles when I just say that out loud without looking back or anywhere else. As me and my friends walk through the hall way, suddenly we hear few girls screaming like somebody just saw a ghost across the hall. When we ask them what was going on, they say, “OMG! Finally the time has come! BIG BANG is here! Ahhh!” she screams and so do we, when we heard that.
“omg! Maybe that’s why you see them in early in the morning! They were on their way to come here!” when my friend says that, I get it now, and I couldn’t believe I still have the chance to meet him in front my naked eyes. We run through the hall with the rest of the students in my school, rushing to the main hall, we catch a glimpse of the boys behind the stage, we go crazy when we see it, so we keep up our pace and try to be ahead of everyone else, before its too late.
10 minutes, we waited in front the stage, chanting their name out loud, the whole school go crazy when suddenly, the lights went out, we hear,
“ARE YOU READY??”
We scream like mad, when we hear that, then, out of the blue, they jump in front of us, delivering first song in our own school hall, “OH MY FRIEND” . The crowds went crazy and so was I ! when the song is over, all of us, still catching up our breaths after from jumping all over places. Then, members of BIG BANG start to introduce themselves. When they do, the girls went crazy while guys just being themselves standing in a cool way. They start to have a friendly talk with us, telling that this is their first ever having a school concert, and telling that our response were the best, all of sudden, we chanting their name, to do another song. Then, the member look at each other – grin then say, “LIE”
Then, all of them start dancing according to the songs, sing it – beautifully, and there I see, that he looks at my stand, he flash me a small smile then look away. At first I wasn’t paying that much of attention then, when part of his verse, he comes to front and sing it front me, and flash that cute smile of his again! My friends got crazy after he does that, while, me, I just stood there like a statue for a sec there. Couldn’t believe that it is happening before my eyes, that he is smiling at me. Then I start jumping out pf happiness and went completely out of my control. When they deliver “ STUPID LIAR” then, “LOVE SONG” , all of the students in school hall sing along with them, as if we are one with them, in some kind of weird way. BIG BANG always been our school most favourite band, and it really shock us, that our principal bring them here, as graduation presents for us, the seniors.
After they end the song, they go for a quick break and have a friendly chit chat with us, lots of laughter, and gags, when we talk to them. One of the questions is
“ what do you think, of the students here?”
One of the member says, “pretty?”
The girls went crazy after he says that, while other member says, “awesome”
Make us go, scream ever louder than before.
Then, another question shoot to them, “ what message do you want to give, to our seniors this year?”
They begin to give us, few handy tips, make us feel much better. After that, one of them saying,
“Do you like our performance for today?”
“YESSSSS!!!!”
“well, its about to get much fun, and you’ll be liking it for sure!”
He continues, “are you ready for this?”
“YESSSS!!!” we scream
“alright, we here. Have 5 passes to go our concert which be held in next few months. The tickets are pretty cool, since its extra VIPs passes, which you guy can see, our backstage, and even have a private talk with us!”
“AHHHHHHH!!!!!” lots of students went rage, begins screaming, “pick me pick me!” start pushing people one another.
“hey stop pushing!” I yell to a girl next to me, suddenly pushing my back to the front, hurts me in the eye.
“everybody, please stop pushing, don’t worry, everybody will get the chance to win the competition, so, everybody, please calm down and stop pushing, okay,” he comes forward, close to me, reach out his hand to me, lift me by single hand to up to the stage. He smiles, then, blow off the dust that went into my eye, say,
“are you alright?” I nod.
He hold the mic, “please, don’t do this to your friend, don’t worry, everybody will get what they want” he smiles again, to them without hesitation.
Two security guard accompany me, climb down from stage, nurses from my school running in hurry towards me, and taking care of my eye, soon as possible. After a while, the boys have their break and so do my friend. When the boys come to backstage, he walks quickly towards me, bent down,
“are you alright? Is your eye, better now?”
“its fine, now, thanks for care.” I bow , when I tilt my head, I see, his worried face – my heart start to pound. My face start to feel heat and slowly turns to pink.
“I’m sorry, if I make you forgot to eat lunch, with your friends, I’m fine now. You can go and have lunch with your friends.” I lower my head to avoid eye contact with him, and to hide my flush pink face.
“nah, its okay. In fact, if you are okay now, lets have lunch together, I’m sure the boys wouldn’t mind.” Smiles then take my hand and go to their tent to eat together with the rest of the members.
It’s a bit awkward to be sitting in front of your crush- eating with your heart beats like mad, and still remain calm in front of them. Its an experience that I certainly wouldn’t know how to describe in words. During lunch, the scenery really looks different unlike when my friends and I used to sit here, and eating together. The way the members interacting each other, are exactly the same when they are on television, they acting like a real family, with all the tease and everything and they are absolutely kind and friendly to the crews to, which make me even fall harder to them. After I done eating with them, the crew accompany me to see my friends again, so the boys can have their rest, as after this, they will have fan sign event and after that, the contest event. When I see my friends, thousands question throw at me, as if I’m a new star just born few minutes ago. They say,
“he must’ve really likes you! I wonder if he still remember, during that night, where he saved you too! In that concert!” the truth hits me hard, in my head. I also wonder, whether he remember anything at all from that concert. “ookay, girls, enough with the chit chats! We have to rush to the hall again! Its time for sign event! Lets go shall we!”
“Yeah lets go!” I said it with full strength.
At the hall, the line is longer than we expected. When we start to line up, it takes nearly, 50 minutes just to get near to them. It really testing our patients, but when I get to see the boys in front of my eyes, - smiling, handshaking with the fans and willing to take a picture with the fans, its worth the wait. When its my turn, the guys smiles at me, just like they did before. When I’m asking an autograph from him, he takes my hand and say, “only autograph?” wink at me. Then, I smile say, “heheh, of course not” then, he and I, take a snap, with my own handphone, he goes, “you better take care of the pic okay! Its rare for fan to have private collection of their idols!” he jokes.
While waiting for my friends got their autograph, I smile at my picture and him, he is so cute! I still cant believe that I got the chance to got this close with him! After seeing my friends got their autograph, we straight ahead to the field, where they held the contest. While BIG BANG still at the hall, resting after exhausting signing autograph, at the field, we hear instruction from our homeroom teacher about the contest, and how we win the game. As soon as the bell starts, the contest begin with run in a sack with your partner while singing BIG BANG song. After that, proceed to copy dance competition and after that, the remaining contestant will go to next round which is, guess the song from mash up cds. During all the contest, its really fun, and I can accept the fact, that my friend and I manage to pass all the stage! After finishing that round, my friend lead our self, to final stage of this competition which is Treasure Hunt. The treasure we have to seek is, BIG BANG pictures that has been putting around in school area, in hidden place. Its really tough, for us, but since the prize is that big, I couldn’t let my self lose. 30 minutes has passed, my breath is getting harder and finally, the winners for the contest, are MY FRIENDS and I !! Though we still can’t believe the reality yet, but, when the BIG BANG members hug the winners, we cry in happiness, when we realise that it is really, US that win the contest! They let us rest first, before they let us come up on the stage to receive the prize with the members of BIG BANG.
“congratulations” all the members say to us, while giving us the prize with cute smile.
After all of that finish, the BIG BANG are about to go back to their company. Suddenly, he walks forward to me, and say,
“see you in few days, with your friend!”
I smile at him, say, “yeah sure!”
Then he waves good bye to me, and goes into the van and went off with the rest of the crew.
My friends surround me,
“are you two have something that you forget to tell us, or what?”
“ no we don’t!” suddenly, my voice breaks off, and my heart beat fast.
“ayy~ we don’t believe, do you know what, only with you, he goes like that?” one of my friend says it with a doubtful expressions of hers.
My heart, says, “is this what they call LOVE? He begins to realise that , he likes me too? Oh GOD, please show me sign, what this is?”
Then I say to them, “come on, get real! He is an artist! I’m a fan! That’s all!” I hate it when I say it, because I want it more than just a fan, but , I knew that the truth is just that, there’s no way, he could feel the same way like I do. But still, from the way I look, the way he treats me today, is so different as if, he and I are friends. The questions keep spinning on my head, until I reach my home and to my room, then I finalise that to not to much think about it, or it’ll drive me nuts.
So, what happen between them is it call LOVE or what? Leave a comment, if you wanna see the final episode of this, normal fan’s story with her idol.
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